good friend and future

V: hi..
kuE: alo
V: sorry missed u just now u still havnt told me what u wanted to say
V: at home?
kuE: yup
V: cool
V: know what??
V: damn frustrated and dissapointed
kuE: what
kuE: why
V: the notebook i picked up just now ada defect
V: screen doesnt go on
V: bengang btul
V: now 2moro have to send back
kuE: relax relax, dun be mad
V: if they say can replace immediately ... ok
V: but usually takes 5 to 7 days replacement on warranty
V: hot betul la
kuE: relax lar... i tak pernah tgk u marah
V: no la... been thinking of replacing my notebook for so long.. when i do.. d damn thing doesnt work
V: been there 3 days in a row
V: 1st day.. check it out... then ordered
V: yesterday went to pick up.. then they say all out of stock
V: but gave me a deal on another model same spec but better price
V: so i say ok.. then when i wanted to pay.. bloody credit card cannot go thru... do know why.. funds sufficient
V: then i said i had to go... so came back to day
V: came back.. the idiot sales man gone for makan.. had to wait 30 min
kuE: woik...
kuE: first time lar dengar u membebel like this lol
V: then all ok.. the stupid card that didnt work now can work.. miracle
V: then try ok all light went on but then batt konk
V: balik.. put all together.. nothing comes on
V: hot hot hot
V: x-(
kuE: really lar... first time dengar u membebel mcm ni
V: no la... was looking forward to this..
V: the planning
V: taking all d specs
V: making sure i had d right thing
V: the last time i bought a notebook was like 3 years ago..
V: it weighs a ton compared to this 1
V: not expensive but i like it
V: now that i dont have an office here in kl.. i was gonna make it my mobile ofc
V: take everything with me when i travel
kuE: when i was in kl i usually find puter stuff @ apple shop, jaya supermarket. now dunno whether they cld still remember me lol
kuE: so u really got no office.
V: but they quite expensive la
V: no anymore
kuE: wah best lar dok umah je ;)
V: no la
V: i go to ipoh la
kuE: tak nak bgtau pun, bz ekk
V: so far been on day trips la
V: been going up to alor star cos project there on accelerated basis
kuE: u still work in the same company? (bz body plak *duh*) lol
V: same... but i took over ipoh side
V: no longer under ... (tut...)
kuE: wheyy...
V: ?
kuE: that story can put on hold sat arr... segan lor... i wanna ask for a favour can or not
V: ok
kuE: i mean, my story
V: ok
V: ?
kuE: its abt my friend, he's looking for a canadian company based in kl or sort. that one he cld handle. he's planning to come over this year and start a new life here. this part u blh tolong? maybe u cld be on his side as well :">
V: what do u mean as 'being on his side'?
V: u mean masa ... nikah?
kuE: something like that lor... can arr? in fact he's still learning more abt our religion wz his muslim friend there
V: that 1 no prob
V: just let me know when la
V: ok?
kuE: ok. tqsm.
kuE: 1 more...
V: no prob
kuE: if he wanna buy a hse thru u, dpt discount tak lol :))
V: can... kat mana?
kuE: dunno yet... maybe he needs our advise too, cuz we know best kan
V: ok.. let me know when je
kuE: oik semuanya ok
V: eh.. tengah in a good mood
kuE: tu yg best nak cite tu kan lol
V: :)
kuE: since u r in d gud mood, got another thing to tell ya' lar... (that d 1st thing still on hold arr...)
V: ok
kuE: this time u read frm d blog je lor... http://...
V: ok
kuE: he called me this morning, wanna recfrm abt what he posted d last
V: so... u going ahead with it?
kuE: i hvnt tell my fmly yet thats all
V: ouch....
V: so when r u gonna burst d bubble?
kuE: but both my kids knew him already
V: then shld be okay..
V: :)
kuE: i was supposed to go there last xmas. tp u know lor... here bz giler during ph also school holidays. so maybe next holiday ke.
V: maybe u shld break it to ur parents slowly
V: maybe a few hints from now on.. so it wont b a schock
kuE: gud idea
V: tackle ur mum 1st
V: ur dad wld prob ok it if ur mum is comfortable
kuE: oik like nujum pak belalang plak u nie lol
kuE: btw what u said is true
V: tak de la.. experience je
kuE: u know what i was thinking lately
V: what?
kuE: i guess fmly i shd b ok. maybe my auntie/grand auntie in hometown here... sure depa bising said that i dun wanna find local ppl . my x pun was not a muslim b4 married.
V: ala... dun worry la
V: if u serious abt it then go for it la
V: its ur future
V: whey.. i gotta go jap..
V: maybe catch u in awhile.. sorry to run off like this
kuE: u pun can help him anytime rite.
V: of course
V: brb
kuE: np

once upon a time...

V: hi.
kuE: aiii...
V: how r u?
kuE: a bit relax this week
V: good. btw.. i m in ipoh
kuE: tomorrow morning i've to go there
kuE: work?
V: *smile*
V: yup. got in this moring. ada meeting 2 moro.
kuE: hmm... tak cakap pun
V: ni la br cakap
kuE: i juz came back abt 2 hrs pun tau
kuE: *tongue*
V: *smile* fr ipoh?

V has signed out. (3/8/2006 6:08 PM)

kuE: ya lor
V: *smile*
V: kalau tau boleh lunch sama
kuE: *sad*
V: tak pe.. there always 2moro
kuE: u tu alwiz bz
V: cari makan beb
V: *smile*
V: how u've been?
kuE: like that one lor
V: *winking*
kuE: d u know what m gonna do 2moro?
V: what?
kuE: i've an appointment at nokia ctr, to re-configure my fon. my work friend johan frm bdr baru kampar lar punya pasal. i last met him during d course last week. u wanna know what he did?
V: ?
kuE: alrite, one hint: i just knew it frm some friends last week (during d course of course) that johan got a crush on me *blushing*
V: *smile*
kuE: all this while since i knew him, i mmg dunno at all u know, excpt some work friends, but they didnt tell me cuz johan asked them not to.
kuE: chewah... cite panjang plak lol
V: *winking*
V: so...
kuE: so... on the 3rd day, he wanted to borrow my fon nokia 6680 (the new one after i lost my nokia 7250i) "kononnya" he wanted to look at the fon' function. i really dunno nothing that time k, if not i won't give the damn fon to him *sad*
kuE: opss... sorry not the 3rd day, but on the last day. now i remember cuz we wr doing our test that time
V: so he stuffed up ur new fon huh?
kuE: my fon corrupted
kuE: yea something like that
V: but did he confess 2 u he had a crush on u?
kuE: abt an hr after i gv d bloody fon, one of our TAM came to me & gave back my fon
V: dia tak berani jumpa u ke?
kuE: well, he did ask me but style lawak dia lar (the day before)
kuE: u know what my TAM said
V: ?
kuE: "c... he (johan) said he wanna borrow yr fon to check on d functions, but he already download all yr pics (self-taken)". grr... i was damn angin but i controlled, wanna jaga imej konon, infront of all the cikgu.
kuE: when i checked, he didn't download them via mms or what. then i didnt bother yet, cuz m still in the mid of the test.
kuE: when i was driving back home, "angin" je

paused...

kuE: wheyy... u there? or dah boring wz my cite lol
V: still here
kuE: ok hehe...
kuE: so i did a thorough check
V: and
kuE: he did it via my blue-tooth, spread virus somemore, thats why my fon corrupted
V: tu la
kuE: i hv 2 get d nokia ppl to svc my fon tomorrow and install anti-virus function
V: hv to b careful with bluetooth. hv to reset.
kuE: i never on it u know.
V: worse thing all data will b lost. must hv come fr his fon la tu.
kuE: maybe he did and off it himself, not to get me notice it.
kuE: ya lor
V: ya la... he should hv just copied it straight fr ur sd card. wld hv been faster too
kuE: tu lar, i ni plak "konon" nak jaga imej punya pasal grr...
V: *winking*
kuE: ok wanna know how i knew abt it, on d day before?
V: ?
kuE: it was after lunch...
V: who told u?
kuE: it happened after lunch, after i saw johan's weird re-action, then only sulaiman told me
V: *raised eyebrow*
kuE: i was already in, suddenly when johan came-in (his seat was infront of me), he asked me whether "that" pakcik (d other dealer kk1) was my dad. i denied. he recfrm wz me so many times. he never seen my dad yet thats why he was not sure.
V: dia ni macam tak betul je?
kuE: then he turned to sulaiman who sat next to him and said, "bang, selama ni aku salah pancing lar". then the whole class laughed like hell including cikgu2 excpt me yg blur lol.
kuE: "ohh... rupa2 nya they all sume dah tau", i thought to myself grrr....
V: so what happened in d end?
kuE: i was one of the 4 who stayed to complete the test. he was the first. before he left, he gave me some choc. i asked whether he got "jampi2" (tanya direct woh...). "kalu jampi pun apa salahnya", he said. lagi lar i angin berapi.
kuE: then he left.
V: so what next?
kuE: after i saw him left, i took the choc and threw it away
V: apart fr d fon la?
V: *winking*
kuE: "takut kena jampi lar tu", one of the TAM teased me
V: tp cite johan habis gitu la?
V: dia tak follow up call u ke?
kuE: yea...
kuE: i dunno whether he has my fon number. i do not hv his myself.
V: tak pe la kalau gitu. kena just wait n c what he does next
kuE: one co-incidence thing here...
V: ?
kuE: his name same as my x-hubby lor
V: *winking* perangai sama tak?
kuE: tu lar, gila2 punya budak lol, but i guess this johan more gila2. and i bet his younger than me.
V: *winking*
kuE: so... u bz tomorrow ke
V: mainly meeting in d morning.. then ofc till lunch time
V: getting a new piece of land.. so bz negotiating terms with landowner
V: petang shld b ok since i nak balik kl for a discussion at nite..
V: u free to meet up ke?
kuE: ptg tu bila. i pun ptg lar free. release tension yg drooling like crzy mad cow lol
V: maybe after 2 kot
kuE: yea shd b ok
V: ur fon dah ok ke kalau i nak call to confirm?
kuE: i pinjam my staff' fon hehe...
V: no same?
kuE: of course ler
V: ok then
kuE: or u wanna call my other number, that supp number i hvnt use it yet lor
V: tak pe la.. i can call d usual no
V: no prob
V: u wanna come to d hse or meet 4 drinks outside?
kuE: what say u
V: i anything.... *winking*
kuE: like what
V: *big grin*
kuE: if meet at d hse pun ok, since u pun nak blk later after that kan *big grin*
V: ok then...
V: i call to confirm then.. i try to wrap up by 2 or 2.30 latest & make sure my hsemate balik after morning meeting
kuE: ok boss
V: *big grin*
V: ok then.. i nak mandi la.. got to meet DO taiping tonite.. hope got good news for me
kuE: u going to taiping meh?
V: no la. he's here
kuE: oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lol
V: he played golf with my GM td. i malas nak main.. but got to entertain tonite
kuE: sorry lar, my mind's been hay-wire bcuz of johan and my fon hehe...
V: *big grin*
V: takpe.. tomoro we sort that out... *thinking*
kuE: thats what friends r for kan (hehe... mcm pernah dengar je kan? lol).
V: biasa la kan?
kuE: alright all d best 2 u
V: thanks
V: c u tomoro then
V: take care..
kuE: ok byeeeeeeee
kuE: u too
V: hey..
kuE: what darling hehe...
V: tak pe la.. esok je la
kuE: what? ni yg i marah ni. gigit nnt hehe...
V: tak pe la.. malu nak cakap.. esok je la
kuE: hmmm.... ok better keep yr promise *winking*
V: ok.. hint hint,, something kinky je..
V: *blushing*
kuE: *thinking*
V: esok je la...
kuE: byeeee
kuE: like i said earlier, better keep yr promise lol
V: ok
kuE: byeeeeeeee
V: maybe can help to release ur tension too.... he he
kuE: *winking*
V: bye
gurl13572: bye
V:*smile*

the gossips

most of my house chores done. so i was juz browsing thru most of the blogs on my list for an update. at the same time, i simply thought of sending an off-line "hi" for V. then i keep on browsing. suddenly...

V: whey
kuE: oikk lol
kuE: terkezut i lol
V: apasal
kuE: ye lar. i thought saje2 wanna send off-line msg 2 u, but suddenly u pun appeared lol
V: tengah uploading pic... nak tengok?
V: http://XXX.fotopic.net
kuE: what pic
kuE: ok
V: dah?
kuE: ha ah
kuE: nice
V: ok la
V: ride masa chinese new yr
V: d day yg u cerita i gi bkt merah to pujuk my wife pasal gaduh
kuE: so got nothing to do wz me rite. jahat ppl kan. so damn big mouth. mulut tempayan pun kalah.
V: biasa la.. cari cerita glamour
kuE: hmm... aritu pun u tak singgah kan
V: tak sempat la... plus it was raining most of d way... tak larat
kuE: i was telling abt the recent one lor
V: oooo
kuE: :)
V: at home ke?
kuE: yup
kuE: why
V: tanya je
kuE: u?
V: tak.. at friends place
kuE: oik
kuE: i thought u dok relaxing at home
V: tak la.. things a bit heated at home
V: malas duduk kat trumah
kuE: not gaduh rite ;)
kuE: jangan marah k, u know i like to tease u a lot lol
V: not really gaduh la... but when people like to butt into our life with all sorts of lies... things can go a little bit crazy
kuE: m sorry
V: tak pe la
V: used to it already
kuE: hmm no wonder lar that day when i told u, u gelak sakan je huh?!!
V: a'ah
V: but that was a new 1... tu yg i was curious sikit
kuE: why, got so many old gossips meh? tak cite pun.
V: msti la... but not worth repeating. I know i m no angel but some of them are quite overboard also
V: ;)
kuE: susah lar, jd one of those ppl kan i bet.
V: what to do.. bukankita boleh control mulut org
kuE: i mean u r one of THOSE ppl ;)
V: what do u mean... ?
kuE: ya lor, one of those well-known one *not talking*
V: ala... mana ada
kuE: ye ke
V: i dont think so
kuE: ye lar, i know but saje usik u. its not that i juz know u yesterday meh? lol
V: ok la
kuE: btw abt this morning sms'. we know that we cld depend on u too, other than my friend kay. ok kan.
V: ok.. of course
kuE: thats what friends r for. tu yg sayang tu *mwah*
V: :D
kuE: nice teeth, what type u used lol
V: pakai kapor je
V: *rotfl*
kuE: *lol*
kuE: wheyy... is it alrite u lepak sana lama2
V: abt to go sat lg
V: no water here cos ada some pipeworks down d road
V: so kena cari lunch outside
kuE: alright np. apa2 as usual contact ler...
V: wokey
V: anyway... good to chat to u again.. take care ya
kuE: ok. u take care too.
V: byez
kuE: *mwahh*

kuE's note: i'm going to ipoh tonight for a friend's (a dato's daughter you) engagement. wonder what i'm going to wear grr...

confession?

i was cracking my head, designing an invitation card for the VIPs for the community program at nizam's place on the 24 october 2005. yes, its now confirmed. five of us shaidi, syed, nizam, azah (nizam's sister) and me visited the rumah anak-anak yatim kati yesterday after a short meeting at ISO. anyhow, suddenly V popped-out via YM.

V: hey there
kuE: hie
V: how hv u been?
kuE: ok lor
V: at d !@#%* ?
kuE: yup
V: bz?
kuE: biasa lar. u?
V: been bz. doing some corp restructuring
kuE: must b damn bz i guess
V: ye la
kuE: betul what
V: of course
V: i dah pindah tau
V: i think nicer hse in bandar baru tambun
V: 2storey terrace
kuE: i thought u dun need big one
V: smaller... but nicer
kuE: ooo ok
V: how hv u been?
kuE: hmmm dtg tak bgtau pun
kuE: so far so good i guess
V: dtg kejap2 je la
V: tak nak kacau u
kuE: ye ke
V: ala.. dtg tak sempat nak apa2 pun
kuE: hi hi bye bye huh?!!
V: a'a
V: something like that.. spending most of my time in kl
kuE: ok
V: u pun senyap gak
kuE: u bz, tak mau kacau jugak
V: :-P
kuE: eee jahatnya
V: hows the puasa month been?
kuE: ok, getting more thinner. dan lar 5 days :))
V: ayo... just dont lose that sweet ass of yours... ;)
kuE: oikk... i think ade lar +/- 41kgs lol
V: got add bit more weight la
V: actually got a confession to make to u... even puasa month got to tell u
kuE: whats that
kuE: :-?

kuE: sowey puter hang
V: ok?
kuE: u wr saying sumthin' juz now
V: my confession...
kuE: whats that
kuE: :-?
kuE: :

almost 20mins sangap there. i tak heran cuz he is one of the most damn bz man in the country. well maybe suddenly he got something on there. i know... i've been to his office once ;)

what questioned me is that the c.o.n.f.e.s.s.i.o.n. he wanna tell me. what is it?!!...

ym chat anyone...

this is my way of killing the time...

kuE: alo
V: hi
kuE: still relaxing?
V: sort of la
kuE: holiday p mana
V has signed out. (12/23/2005 6:51 PM)

V: off 2 perth next week
V: u?
kuE: harrr.... more souvenier..... hehe... tak de lar
kuE: saje suka usik u
kuE: a friend in jb asked me to come down. she wanna bring me to singapore. anyhow its not confirm yet.
V: cool
kuE: u like to go to perth huh
V: yup.. kg maa
kuE: o ok. how d i know, u never tell. hahahahhaa...
V: ;)
kuE: make sure u bring something 4 me hurhur...
V: fer sure
kuE: so how best tak when not working.
kuE: hehe...
V: tak best la.. org asyik kacau.. end up working also
kuE: oikk how come
V: biasa la
kuE: so basically u still working lar kan
V: sort of la
V: terpaksa
V: where r u?
kuE: why
V: just asking la... at home?
kuE: nope... office lor... supposed wanna go back early today. but since cashier' pos hang last nite during closing, i've to stand-by and wl do d EOD shortly b4 8 if not cc pymnt won't b deposited into the account tomorrow morning.
V: :(
V: ksian dia
kuE: ni yg susah using canggih system. once something wrong, everything when hay-wire.
V: yeah
V: hey.. dont want to cut it short but i hv to go.. ada dinner appointment + tak mandi lagi
kuE: ok np
V: ok. bye
kuE: byeeeeeeeee

tired?

kuE: *not talking*
V: hi
V: whats up?
kuE: hie
kuE: u lar. how's life. me as usual lor...
V: same here
V: not well past few days
kuE: nak kena kiss ni baru ok kot lol...
V: *big grin*
kuE: tak betul?
V: ok la tu
kuE: hahahaaahaha....
V: so whats new?
kuE: nothing. juz some changes in work.
kuE: i.e. wef feb, all orders wl b done thru asr. according to my friends, other words for this is "top-up" system. hv 2 work harder to ensure enuf funds
kuE: i guess yours yg kat mana, sg buloh (is this rite) already started months ago including those in southern of perak.
V: yup
V: but i thnking of selling out to my partner
kuE: oh...
V has signed out. (2/5/2006 7:00 PM)

V: tired la
kuE: lama tak massage kot *glurp*
V: let him settle everything
V: *blushing*
V: kena tunggu demam habis dulu la
kuE: macam tak tau i lurveee to tease u lol
V: *smile*
kuE: u wanna know something
V: at home ke now?
kuE: yup
kuE: wanna know something tak

silence... i wanted to tell him about the 'black magic' moment thing. he dunno about it yet. never mind lor... maybe next time :P

need i say more

V (26/10/2005 2:56:51 PM): hi

kuE: alo

V:bz?

kuE: not as bz as u lar

V: :-P

V: apasal nak cari keje dgn i??

kuE: kena explain ke

V: only if u want to...

kuE: now tak convenient lar, staff ada dgn i now

V: ok la... just thought i'd say hi.. nanti u kata i sombong plak..

kuE: :-P

kuE: anyway... ada ke?

V: that's another long story...

kuE: like what

V: nanti la i cite

kuE: so secretive meh?

V: ada la

kuE: so when lar agaknya tu

V: nanti i call ok?

kuE: u bz lar, i know

V: ya la... nak raya la... nak tutup kedai

kuE: when is your holiday starts

V: this weekend

kuE: o ok

V: nanti i call la

V: ok?

kuE: ok boss

V: ok' take care

kuE: alrite u too

a raya with V...

i didn't have nothing much yesterday at first cuz i remember of V's sms that he is coming to the northern region on the 4th of hari raya. i was at my office when suddenly i received a sms from V at +/- 11.24am. he was on his way to alor star. after a few sms' here's what he thought... "just passed behrang. that's why i asked if u were in ipoh... kalau nak beraya dgn i ke...? traffic quite heavy so i thought i'd take a break... mana la tau ada org boleh urut neck i ke...?" *glurp* its confirmed that he wanna meet me so i told him that i would be out in an hour.

as soon as i was passing-by the tunnel V called saying that he already reached ipoh. he went to kinta city to get our lunch. but then before that he send his clk230 to a car accessories shop to fix his audio system that was out-of-order. so he waited for me infront of the coffe bean shop. he directed me to his new house in bandar baru tambun which was a damn easy straight roads from tesco, first time there though. i guess its a damn new area, double-storey terrace houses. i dunno which one is better. although that one is more newer and spacious, i prefer the old one better ~ a single-storey bungalow in bercham.

anyhow i went to the toilet as soon as i reached V's place. can't stand lor... of the damn hectic traffic. it took me almost more than 45 mins than usual 20 to 25 mins. whatever it is the interior design of the house would make whoever goes there feel so relax as he decorated his place just like a resort style with fully air-conditioned. its not strange at all for me as one of the famous resorts in the country was his idea (or maybe more?). we had deli-france take-out that V bought earlier while watching a nice movie on star world. grr... can't seems to remember the name of the movie lol...

he asked me about my sms asking for a job with him. that was about 3 weeks ago. it was a damn hard thing to explain. it got somethin' to do with my fights with dad that makes me felt wanna leave and work with V. "black magic!" thats the main reason initially. we tried to confront each other. surprisingly, just few days before he got my sms, he quit his job and he dun have any office right now. he said that he thought to himself, "apasal budak ni... mesti got something wrong somewhere... i pun quit my job, suddenly dia nak keje dgn i plak..." lol... anyhow now he knows that its all because of the black magic thing. "so now, sume dah ok lar...", he asked. "yeah... sort of.", i answered with a smile. it seems that he was so damn fed-up with the kl projects that he decided to quit. so now he would concentrate on the other projects out of kl. that really confused me. i was not dare to ask him furthermore yet. never mind, maybe next time. after i finished my meal, he asked me to massage his neck hehe... i'm petite i tell you my man... got bones only lor... lol...

we then proceed to his bedroom upstairs after the movie finished. we lepax there together. V voluntarily did a full body massage on me. he really makes me felt on top of the world. we had a nice great time then. i dunno whether i should describe it here ;) we had our shower before we went off, left the house after 4.15pm. i dropped him at the car accessories shop. as usual, there's always something for me... this time a hari raya hamper. V continued on his way to alor star. it seems that if his work completed before 3pm today, he might go back to kl immediately if not he will be going back on tuesday instead.

well, it was really a day to be remember for both of us!

the day V turned 41

it was V's 41st birthday today. wahh... it was a very long time ago since we last met... missing each other like crazy woh... woit! no gossiping occay? hehe... for those who dunno him, do check out more about him on the archives or here. fyi he's from a mix parentage. so basically memang handsome giler orangnya... lol...

kuE : Hai! Happy Bday! So u r 41 now kan hehe...
V : Hi... Thanks... Ha Ha dah tua la
kuE : Tua pun handsome lagi what? Ada someone tu je still owe my last year's bday pressie... blerk!
V : Ye la... Nanti kita square off la ya... He he
kuE : Meaning this year's one kena double ler :P
V : He he boleh je...!
kuE : So, aren't u celebrating 2day
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naughty me

warning!!! first of all, do not misunderstood with this post' title. please read through what i am going to tell then you will know what is it all about hehe...

i was a bit surprised when the local mbb manager dropped-by my office this morning. he just would like to inform me that he is on a week leave from yesterday. his house been robbed yesterday +/- 4am by some indonesian culprits. it seems that he just came back from celcom to get a new sim card for his cell-fon line. all his valuables i.e. watch, fon, jewelleries, etc gone. the worst was that all the family members cannot do nothing cuz the robbers hand-cuffed them with rope. err... sounds scary enough.

anyhow back to what i'm gonna type. my entry this time is not about my naughtiness (got such word arr lol) with my good friend V. yes i met him yesterday but i'll tell you people about it later.

this is a story about me who totally forgot about my road-tax' expired date! hahahhaahaha... this happened on tuesday when i wanted to send puteri to her ballet class at jln iskandar shah. i was along the jln iskandar shah stretch, just a few blocks after the round-about. when suddenly i saw most of the vehicles slowing-down. i saw some officers with dark blue uniforms. then i thought to myself, "no its not the policeman, cannot be. oh my god they are from jpj". okay, there were two cars infront of me. i slowed down. what were they inspecting. i smiled. the guy was wearing his sun-glasses. so i can't figure out what he was looking at. then i saw he shooked his hand, meaning that asking me to go *phew*. i immediately asking myself again whether there's anything wrong with me or my 4wd. suddenly i thought of my road-tax. i looked further left on my windscreen and tried to read from left first- 6-0-0-2 (ok check!), c-a-m (ok check!), 1-0 (hmm...). doingg!!... 1-0?!! so it was 01 mac 2006 people! "omg omg what am i gonna do". i've to pass that same bloody road again to go back. alright relax kuE, relax... so when it was my turn again, omg another officer was going to inspect me. to my surprise, how lucky i am when that same officer who inspected me earlier told his friend that my car was ok, he has checked on me earlier *phew* (again). i was sweating like hell.

on the next day (wednesday) i have so many things to do in ipoh. oh how about my road-tax? i had such a splendid idea mann... before i left ipoh in the morning, i asked one of my staff to re-new my road-tax for me. around 10.30am, he sms' me saying that its settled fuhh... guess what. it was the first time i drove to ipoh to-and-fro for 45mins because i was really good on the plus highway, following the speed limit at 60, 80 or 110km/h huhu... i was back in the office in the evening. thus was chatting with V the other day. he was in ipoh for some work. great.

so i went to ipoh again yesterday to fix my nokia 6680. it has been corrupted by a friend grr... i sent it for service at the nokia care centre in greentown commercial centre. i left my fon there then i went to settle some other errants.

around 2.30pm, V sms me that he should be free latest by 4pm. that was not a problem. we met at his place in bandar baru tambun around 3.30pm. gosh... when i reached his place, i know i was right infront of his house number seven. at the same time i was puzzled because his car was not there. i saw a silver gti instead. so i reversed to the next house and called him. "correct lor", he said lol. he drove his other car this time. cerita punya cerita, he crashed his clk himself hahahhaha... we were so good together that day hehe... both of us were just relaxing infront of the tv watching hitz.tv while chit-chatting trying to catch-up on our up-dates. i thought of taking some pics of V's resort-style house for me to up-load them here in my blog. shy lor... anyhow i was afraid if he gonna asked me Qs. in fact we were busy talking to each toher. i think within 1.5 hours, i already knocked-down (sleeping lor!) on the couch. maybe i was so tired went in-and-out and what with the hot weather that day. i dunno what V was doing while i was sleeping. maybe he went online cuz he already fix a broadband unit in his place there. suddenly i felt that someone poked me and said. "woit! sleeping arr?". hehe... it was V teasing me. i awoke maybe around 6.45pm. we watched something on axn (forgot what was that) until 8pm. both of us left his place after that. well, V didn't tell me what was he gonna say the other day when we were chatting together. unfortunately he admit that he was too shy to tell me lol. hmm... i was still wondering what was it ;)

"V"

a close friend V send a message via YM two days ago. its normal for me... he apologized for not being able to get in touch for so long, besides bz as alwiz, he lost his fon. an 02 dammit! told him about my +/- one-week holiday this august and asked him to guess hows my dad's look like. here's what he said... " sure panjang muka dia".

the last time we met wr around early april. i read his message that morning from YM (too) as soon as i switched-on my office puter. he told me that he wld be in ipoh for work and asked to meet me for lunch. instead i replied him thru sms to confirm with him on the appointment. so we had lunch at secret recipe, k.c. and bersembang there for hours. actually i had a lot of work to do that day but since my dad and me wr having a damn great fight that morning (biasalah, different generation, different thoughts), thats why i decided to see V. at least i cld release some of my geramness hehe...

how did i know V? well... eventually we have known each other for so many years already. we worked at the same place before when i was in subang. after quite some time there, we went off our own separate way. now, we met again maybe. the rest was history.

he told me once that the safest place for us to meet is in ipoh because no one will know us ~ my place? no way. most of the people here know me, he knows that. k.l.? jauh sekali, itupun kalau terpaksa. i think we met more in ipoh then any other places. kl maybe like twice or so ~ once during a "saya" exhibition at tropics, d.p. my sister was one of the participants, so i went there with my family to give her some supports. i didn't know much about V yet that time, vice-versa. i mean, what he was doing since we last met. thats why i were so surprised when i met him there, then only i slowly found-out that he is one of the elite well-known man in the city, also in the country. eee.... malunya. a cousin and his wife who live somewhere there also know him. his wife were asking me, "u pun kenal dia?". i juz smiled and angguk-angguk. he also started knowing more about me then.

hmm... we met once in his place in ipoh in december. let me say that it was a nite to remember tho' for both of us. hey... no s-- okay, he only fulfill his promised of doing some massage on me blah blah blah...

gee... enough about V, maybe more some other time huh?!! lol... this is end-of-month lor... still have piles of works on my desk i.e. audit, reports, etc. i have to send them to the sales office by mid of next week!!! grr...

the day when my brain is sooo miserable

tqsm to my dear darling V for being there when i need you! he just called me from a 'private number' that normally i won't response. but since i followed my instinct because its always right i.e. here, i was so happy when heard V's voice--"gurl, are you okay?".

i text him very early today at +/- 1:36 am--"i need sum1 to talk to ler...". swear to Him, i can't sleep last night. now i am damn sleepy... blerk! there's something in my brain that makes me haywire :(

i guess V must be sleeping that time. he was on his way to work when he called, "sorry ler... i woke up very late today and now only am going to work lol... so what's up gurl?".

"well actually its very hard to say... i dun even know of how to start", i told him.

"ler... i thought that you wanna invite me for your wedding", he said. this statement really showed you people of how truthful our friendship are all this while :D

"oik! not that ler... there's something else".

"so you not marry meh?".

"well, planning tu ada, but we shall put that aside first, as...".

i didn't even could finish my sentence, when V already cut in, "...there's more important stuff to look into is it?".

"yea...".

i am so glad to have V as my long time best buddy. after some more talks, we decided to meet up on sunday morning for breakfast insya Allah, during my kl trip this weekend. there are certainly a lot of things to up-date! saturday is his biking day you... fyi he owns a harrrleyyyyy! so now i am booked up for sunday morning too, other than a meet-up this saturday evening.

friendship remains

this is with regards to my post here, here and here (in chronological order).

i posted those posts with a mixture of some horrible feelings. its really damn hard, u know when u faced with such a situation like this. zillion thanks to my V (hahahha... he dunno that i have a blog lol... but i've thanked him via sms though) and leilanie for the wonderful advises. if not because of you two i know i could have been hay-wire dunno where ;)

exactly a month ago i.e. the day before i posted the first one, i received a sms from my cousin intan just after i switched-off all those buttons/switches in my office. i was about to go back. the sms was something like this: "... suami kay meninggal dunia". i was stunned, suddenly rested my butt on my office chair. dunno what to comment. those stupid thinkings were running thru my mind. i was just thought about how kay never bothered to contact me at all! well if she wanna save her money by not calling me, she could just sent sms' or make some missed calls for me to call her back. sadly to say none of the above was done. it seems that we are both good friends. ok fine. but how come she treated me that way. the most sad thing was that when i tried to call her instead, she always got some excuses blah blah blah... when this 'bad' incident came thru, my heart was terribly hurt. i dunno whether i should call her or not. i dun have her number on hand, it was in my old sim card (i lost my nokia 7250i, remember?). i know i could ask from our friend wizanah. grr... i was totally lost. that's why all those three post' mentioned above were posted. lastly i decided to continue with my journey in life as usual and try to forget about what kay has done to me.

mom knew about kay's husband death through a grand-auntie who happens to be a good friend to kay's hubby' family, i think. mom kept asking me of why i never visited kay. i just kept quiet, didn't say a single word.

to my surprise, i received a sms unnamed last friday, only number appeared ~ "hie ..., tau tak shahrom dah meninggal". my guess strike!!! i knew that must be kay. so i told her that i was not happy because i knew about the news from someone else and that it was hard to get in touch with her. besides that i also mentioned to her about the last hari raya that she never dropped-by to my place at all. anyhow i promised to contact her once i come back from kl.

as promised, i contacted kay yesterday morning. she asked me to come over to her house in ipoh after work as she is still under "edah" (alimony). yea... its not a problem for me at all. i could do whatever for friends, just name it. i sms V and told him about that good news. "hope all works out. told u so... its just a matter of time", he replied. thanks to him everything really went smoothly. i drove to ipoh in the rain. called kay once i reached ipoh for the directions. wa lau ley... her house is just not far from V's hurhur... i saw that kay looked so pale. we talked for hours and hours and hours, catching up on almost everything that we have missed. kay also even asked me to apologise her for acting as such before and she promised that she won't do it again. one thing that makes me proud, when kay like to see my face so much. it seems that i have changed a lot. according to her, my face looks much more better, fresh and looks younger than my age. awww!!!...........................

kuE's note: maybe i haven't tell this yet here in my blog (leilanie... twilight zone hehe...) ~ about eight days ago V and me have been sms-ing each other. one true story that i found out from V: he has officially quit his job (harrr?!!!...), now relaxing until year end. i did try asking him about it. he just gave a damn simple answer. "susah ler...". with that, i dun dare to ask more hurhur...

tqsm "V"

i just came back from meeting V in ipoh +/-1.5hrs ago. it was unplan actually. i also can tell you that only once in a blue moon he contacts me as he is a damn busy man. so meaning that if he does, i would be lucky and we will try our best to meet. well for me, i seldom get in touch with him because i know hows his schedule like ~ damn weird one you know.

the earlier story was like this. i was in my office, working as usual, after fetched my son from his chinese kindy. it was around 12.45pm, i received a sms from V asking about my cameron trip. i told him that it was quite stressfull as that was my first time driving there. too bad that i used the tapah road. i heard through my other colleague that there's a new nice road via simpang pulai, maybe next time huh?!! i also told him that i wished to relax myself by visiting spa unfortunately i do not have the time for all that yet. i was damn surprised when he told me that he will give me a good full body massage as he was in ipoh for the day. actually he was in pasir salak that time. so we promised to meet at his place. i only went off after i fetched my daughter. when i reached there, he was already waiting for me ;)

V held my hand and pulled me to his room. he asked me to lie down, started massaging me, using some baby oil. hmm...it was a more than one hour damn nice session. i had a good warm shower, after him. i guess let this all be between us. he has a meeting around 4pm thats why it was a quick one. he will drop-by at his sister's place in tambun after the meeting and will drive straight to kl soon after, maybe around 6 or 7pm.

i did told V about my intention to buy an apartment in cameron highlands for my holidays. he advised me not to as it is cheaper in the long run to rent whenever i wanna go. besides, its just so close that i could go there anytime i want. ok lor... kena dengar cakap pakar... lol. this is his line anyway hehe...

terrible thursday

an unbelievable incident happened this morning... sigh. before that i had a very quick nap (an hour plus mind you, is it a nap?). i didn’t have enough sleep last night. puteri and i baked chocolate cupcakes! that’s why.

back to what happened earlier. i immediately became down, feeling too depressed to think of anything. i felt hurt. i felt like crying but no tears. but truly deeply in my heart— arghh... only god knows. i decided to stay in my room as i really don’t have the mood at all.

i also felt blank, dunno what to do. i thought of people around me. the only ‘best of friends’ around that i have now, whenever i need one is V. so I send a sms to him, telling him about my intention. he replied me in less than a minute! he always likes that whenever he got some weird message from me. yea… it’s as though like he could read my mind. no strange yo… we are good friends remember. unfortunately V is in jakarta at the moment for a working visit. he will only be back on sunday. anyhow we will talk then. thank you so much V, for being so understanding with me all this while. you are such a wonderful friend.

since i was feeling so lame this morning, i only took my shower close to 12 noon. i am really not as the usual me today. i can’t concentrate anything at work. my mind keeps thinking about it.

alright, people. i guess i better go back now. besides i thought this post supposed to be a short one? grr… ciao!

kuE's note:
pic shown is an orchid cactus, planted in our house compound. its scientific name is epiphyllum anguliger or better known as bunga bakawali in malay. hmm... at least we learned something new today ya... ;)

today in history ~ 17 december 2006

caution: this post is gonna be rather long with lotsa pics and such. you know... i was supposed to post this on 17th, but i was damn busy to get near the pc. so here goes...

i have just reached home from penang by 10pm. i had to attend a full-day seminar in prai ler... well actually, i wanted to stay in kl for at least five to six days from the day i arrived there on friday. unfortunately i saw a fax from the company on last tuesday, asking us the whole northern region to meet in pearl view hotel for a seminar :(

the best thing was when one of the pakciks came to me and asked of why i was there. it seems my dad should come instead of me. you know what people? he thought that i was the bride lol... everyone were laughing like hell. he didn't realize that it was a male' name in the invitation card ;)

so i had breakfast with V yesterday morning at kopitiam near his office in plaza damas. the main reason was of course as usual to catch-up on things, besides to hand him my bro's invitation card for this saturday. guess what people, it was my first time there. ya lor... long time never come to kl what lol... i had nasi lemak while he had 1/2 boiled eggs with buttered toast. sorry no food pics this time hehe... not infront of V lol...

alright, let me just go straight to what i wanna post this time. there were quite a number of good and memorable events happened on this day of 17 december 2006.

1 ~ it was my lil' bro's wedding reception dinner for the bride's side at the legend hotel. like the akad nikah on saturday, the wedding planner for this event was pak abu too, who is well-known for his usage of fresh flowers. so we guess of no wonder that he (pak abu) didn't charge shafinaz anything for the hantaran (gift) during the akad nikah. that night, it was full of roses in the banquet hall. in fact i could smell roses everywhere! it was nicely done. kudos pak abu!

kuE's note: more pics can be viewed here.

2 ~ that day also was puteri's 12th birthday. i brought both puteri and megat to berjaya times square (that was my first time there i tell you). our intention was to just went there for jalan-jalan on puteri's birthday. we headed to starbucks for breakfast. since the mall has my favourite store MJ, i bought their school uniforms there. from there, we went straight to jusco 1U to buy a present for mom. we can't find what we wanted in MJ, that's why. we bought aramis life for her i.e. stefanie graf. we bought the same i.e. andre agassi' for dad on his 60th birthday last august. that's why. after that, we had our lunch at tgif. puteri even got a complimentary piece of chocolate cake, while some of the staff sang a birthday song for her.

besides that, puteri was absolutely surprised when VE sang a birthday song for her too. she was smiling all the way lol...

kuE's note:
i. sorry that the video pic was blur as we were laughing and that i was giggling too.
ii. leilanie dear, this video was the one that i tried to send you via mms ;)

3 ~ the same date also marked my sister's 34th birthday. she celebrated it with her friends during the day.

kuE's note: my sister's pic by liyin.

to celli & shafinaz, congratulations to both of you. may you two live happily ever after. lots of lurve from chor!

to my darling puteri, happy 12th birthday. luv from your mama!

to my sista, happy 34th birthday and many more years to come... love, chor!

happy 40 to V!!!

its V's birthday today! i sms him a birthday wish this morning. maybe i'll make a surprise call for him later. it seems that he didn't celebrate, just had dinner with a few staff last nite. he also mentioned that he's starting (the 40s) slow. hey, life starts at 40 dude... cheer up! lol...

alright, that's it for now. i am finishing some stuff here, going back shortly. puteri is waiting for me, for us to bake birthday cupcakes for my sister's birthday tomorrow. ciao! ;)

wind down day for gurl

hmm... well, i guess no one knows this before except me. now let you people be the first to know ;) fyi i am being called 'gurl' also, by my beloved-long-time best friend V.

o yes, first of all, let me say sorry to leilanie for not being able to join you all there. like i told lich before, i won't go if V couldn't make it hehe... :) no lar... the main reason was that i have a few trips to ipoh to attend to starting tomorrow. i also have to find time to make some trips to lumut before the big day. i have to ensure things run smoothly. i just hope that you could understand my situation. probably next time k?

so since i have already brought kids out yesterday, i took times out all for myself today. i was here...


i always felt so relax whenever i was there. i managed to take only one good pic this time. when i was about to take pic of another corner of the house, i heard the sound of him walking down the stairs. thus, the pic was shaky. so i quickly switched my cam function in my fon off lol... some other time i guess ;) the house is with fully-aircondition, just like in hotel rooms or resorts. nice. great place to wind down. so glad we met. as usual we catch up on stuff we missed in our life. the last time was few months back.

before we depart, i kept reminding him about my 35th birthday, that will be coming very soon ;) he knew very well of his task! lol... hint: pressies!!! hehe... he also teased me of going to join him in the club-40 soon too. hey... not yet dude... five more years to go occay?!! lol...

calling malacca...

wow... finally i can sit down here and load the weekend pics and all...

it was really a hectic weekend for me. i reached kl in the afternoon on saturday. i headed straight to V's office. we had so many stuff/thingy to catch up... told ya people that V and i haven't meet for almost a year! after a few hours we went off our own separate ways with our own agenda of the day.

while yesterday i went for a day trip to malacca (jasin to be exact) for our new AM's wedding reception. nizam and aznan fetched me at KD with aznan's d-max. it was really comfortable indeed even though i sat at the back. although i have to force myself to put my leg up (take note that i am only about 5'2" tall) for me to enter the truck, but i like... especially when i feel like i am on top of the world. as usual, the guys teased me like no one business blerk!

we were glad indeed that we got a very good sits ever at a "kampung" wedding. the bride's entourage was not there yet when we came. so the groom forced himself to be at the main entrance to greet his work friends while waiting, as none of the local people there knows any of us, who eventually came all the way from klcc, ipoh, kuale (moi), prai, also not forgetting all those friends that really could understand each others feelings... came from far [hehe... what ler i typed earlier, maybe i was sleepy that time lol...].

i assume that its really gonna be the talk-of-the-jasin-town especially when everywhere people ought to talk about ning and omar's kampung theme wedding --i read somewhere that the hall has been transformed to a cute village named kampung nekmat (go here to read about it in ning's manager' blog). what a co-incidence also when this couple (our AM)'s wedding done in a true kampung environment. i guess this one was more lively, cuz its done outdoor. everyone in the neighbourhood helped with the kenduri (malaysian for 'ceremony' or 'celebration'). i even saw a few kawah with lots of lauks. darn!... i should have taken some pics of that too ;) grr...

here i leave you people with some pics--

the little cute ones...



congratulations to the newly bride & groom...




oopsss... he saw me taking his pics blerk!...



the local kompang group in red, as the theme...



the newly wed sitting happily together watching the bersilat being performed...

to: en rafaie,

all of us at n7 would like to wish you all the best in your marriage and may both of you live happily ever after... amin.


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think! think! think!

skipped work in the morning yesterday to meet V. as usual, we met at his place, catching-up on stuff that we missed on each other. one thing surprised me was when he offered me to work with him. HUH?!! i asked him many times. it seems he IS serious. he's gonna open 'another dot dot dot' in bercham very soon. so he knows that i could managed it. thus he thought that if i wanna accept his offer, he do not have to find another people to do it. gosh... besides have to discuss about the conditions and such, i have to really really THINK about this matter thoroughly. arrghhh!!!...

what do you think people? should i accept V's offer?