that was not the way

i am so down right now, can't help it at all. dun even feel like doing anything. i can't sleep last night, can't even have a proper meal.

i was hurt last week seeing my kids crying. that effected kimi too. we mothers are so easily touched when things like this happened. and now... grr... only He knows of how am i feeling. my mind keeps telling me- "that was not the way" :(