Saturday, November 08, 2008

i am supposed to be sleeping now...

but hey... i can't even imagine of what i am going to type. i have no idea of what i am typing, i can't even think of anything coherant to say.

my mind isn't working. i can't seem to think of anything to say, anything to think. i am not sure why.

everyone i know is safe. everyone i know is out of harm's reach for now.

i am so tired. i am so very very tired. i can't sleep. i don't know why, i just can't. all i want is to not be here right now and i have no idea when i will be able to leave. all i want is to not be dealing with this. all i want is to be able to help somehow and right now i can't imagine or think of anyway to do it.

i think that's all i can think of to say. i think that's all i can think of to think. i think i want to go to sleep now and not wake up till my mind works again. i hope everyone is ok. please be ok.